Maybe but what if

Doubts are my best friends (the kind of friends that are always there for you but are not necessarily supportive or happy for you). Indecisions fill my mind and leave me fucking blind. Why can't I pick the right answer once in a while? Maybe I should write down multiple choice answers so at least I'll have 1 in 3 chances to get it right. Or maybe I can cheat through someone else's problems. Why am I constantly scared of messting things up? I thought I was supposed to become more confident as I grow up and not be always afraid to fuck it up. Just choose and decide something. Whatever it is, it's got to be better than doing nothing.